Whaa...Feels so good...

Handed in my resignation today.

Itne dinon se baichain tha. Since Jasmeet left, it has been a little unbearable as to why am I still continuing. but then really had nothing else in hand so was pressed to continue. Pressed with what? I don't know. Another reason is the company I enjoy currently. Never felt like leaving her even for a moment. Incidentally, my last day in office will be her last day too. But it IS an accident :).

It was so amusing, the face of my supervisor when I first told him...he instantly gave-up. I mean plain wordless. Probably I was the last person on earth whom he expected to resign. Not that he has been a great leader or anything, but he still thought I was relaxed with the work (or no work!) I was doing. Actually, to tell ya the truth, he has been a kind manager to me, just that he neither has the capability nor the expertise to lead such a diverse group (mind you, we have ppl from all backgrounds and all departments, a proper medley you know).

And I am not all that happy. There is a tinge of sadness, in spite of how much I wanna go back, how much I hate this place and I don't like the job. I don't exactly know the reason, just that I feel I have missed something. Anyway, now is not the time to dwell on that. Now is the time to celebrate, to go on...and to sleep.

Adios.

The day I got relieved...

The 'Freaking' day is 20th May, 2006. Just received an offer from RPI for my PhD. Holy mother of Jesus! Things sure can't go weirder (excuse if it is not a dictionary word, today you have to give it me I think) than this.

I live on the edge. Sounds cool...eh? But I would still prefer it the other way. Anyway iska bhi apna mazaa hai so no more cribbing on this part. Nothing else is too interesting to mention here I think. Actually there are some but I wouldn't really want to write it out to ya. No privacy concern but only that I am not the only one associated and I really don't know how 'others' are going to take it.

Today shifted to the new apartment. More spacious, individual room and it rocks. About 100 meters from the previous place but it took everything outta me. But really mehnat ka fal meetha hota hi hai. The room is cozy and I can barely keep my eyes open. Raat mein 1 baje, aadhi neend mein fart maarne ka kucch alag hi mazaa hai na...

will contiiiiiinnnnnuuuuuuueeeeeee....zzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZ.

Labour Day, The May 1st...

Has become a seriously serious labouring day. Had a deadline of 4 pm to finish first. Somehow got it all worked well before that but still not sure whether that will be successful. Then a friend is scaring the shit outta me. I mean I am so worried about may be nothing and it surprises me.

Khair, rant aside. Read a news abt Militants killing 22 Hindus in some village in J & K. Strangely (or may be not so strange) I feel responsible for these kind of happenings. I am one of those who elect these coward enuchs in the govt. so that they can all condemn (with a strong & bastard media present) these kind of things together. But really I have become so numb that I really can't think of any way out of it. All I can do is to curse these bastards and do nothing abt it. Why do I have to be so helpless? And I don't understand that WTF is a peace process? Peace with the terrorists? I just hope I am alive when I believe that.

There in Afghanistan, one Indian engineer is killed by Taliban. Again strong condemnation. Again I will curse badly. Then what? Why is an Indian life so cheap?

And why I don't seem to have any answers?

I am pathetic to say the least.