6 pm to 10 pm!

We farted. So what?

Me and Mallu. I tried my best to be a beloved audience and was reasonably successful (at least I think so, and I am sure if I ask the same thing to Mallu, he will agree, at least to keep the same intensity in my listening the next time. I think he needs an audience...desperately).

So what?

It all started with life. It will end someday...peacefully. That is what we thought initially. Later it wasn't that peaceful anymore. No, I didn't shout. In fact, I didn't even say anything. Still it got noisy, not the fish market kinda but noisy anyhow, somehow.

So what?

Ok. Life. Life is a bitch, as they say. May be a bitch in a heat. So cool. For a dog like me.

So what?

Actually there is no point. Nobody reads the shit. Doesn't matter. I don't care. wow!

So what?

and yeah, we farted for 4 hrs, non-stop. feel like good ol' days?
But seriously, what is the point dood?

So what? Forget it.

Escape - The Lyrics

By a band called 'Dokken'.

This is a song which is very close to my heart...expressions unearthed :)
Here they go:

Turn the lights down low there's nobody home
I've been watchin' for hours the clock on the wall
Seems the hands are frozen they don't move at all
Then the silence breaks as you walk through the door

On an on an on somewhere I don't belong
I'm all out of reasons to stay so we won't
On an on an on it won't leave me alone
Wish that I could remember the time that we said

I can't wait any longer to love you
Turns my reflection away from the day
I can't stand when you're so indecisive
Make up your mind so I can escape

When I hold you close there's nobody home
I can hear every heartbeat whisper and woe
Turn me on with your eyes as I smile right on cue
You rehearse everything that you say an you do

On an on an on you and I don't belong
There's no reason to stay anymore so I won't
On an on an on something's terribly wrong
Wish that I could remember the time that we said

I can't wait any longer to love you
Turns my reflection away from the day
I can't stand when you're so indecisive
Make up your mind so I can escape

I've waited so long I'm heading for the otherside
I'm losing my mind over you, over you

I've been watchin' for hours the clock on the wall
Seems the hands are frozen they don't move at all

Do I want to miss the boat?

Certainly not.

'Rangeela' is making a lot of sense to me. One can only wonder what has happened to this guy? I mean movie is not that bad. In fact, Aamir is superb in his role but normally bollywood movies don't really make much impression. Anyway, this is pure bullshit I m writing here and I really would like people to waste their time reading it as I m doing the same.

So what is this boat that I m talking about? Well, as I said in my previous post, there are so many things that need to be settled within this month. I have my career, its direction and above all my life that needs to be looked at. If I get an admit with financial aid, I will go for higher studies to the US of A, but chances are slim. If I get through the job interview of Infineon, I might join there and remain in Singapore. Then there is this third option of going back to India but then I don't really have a back-up with respect to that. There is always this job with Chartered but I don't like it and that is precisely the reason I am considering so many options.

So many twists and turns to be taken or may be avoided. As everybody keeps saying, "Set your priorities right" and here I am who has no idea of what my priorities are. Sometimes I think it's my career, at other times I think it's my Love, my family and my friends. and there are times where I don't have any. I just want to 'keep swimming'. She says life is in phases, there might be bad phases and there will be good and you know most of the time which one it is. When it's the good phase, u have to exert yourself to the limit as u will be getting good results in the things you do. As of now, I think it is my good phase and I should try harder.

Doesn't that straightaway tells me that I should stop writing NOW and get back to work.
Well, Here I go.