Labour Day, The May 1st...

Has become a seriously serious labouring day. Had a deadline of 4 pm to finish first. Somehow got it all worked well before that but still not sure whether that will be successful. Then a friend is scaring the shit outta me. I mean I am so worried about may be nothing and it surprises me.

Khair, rant aside. Read a news abt Militants killing 22 Hindus in some village in J & K. Strangely (or may be not so strange) I feel responsible for these kind of happenings. I am one of those who elect these coward enuchs in the govt. so that they can all condemn (with a strong & bastard media present) these kind of things together. But really I have become so numb that I really can't think of any way out of it. All I can do is to curse these bastards and do nothing abt it. Why do I have to be so helpless? And I don't understand that WTF is a peace process? Peace with the terrorists? I just hope I am alive when I believe that.

There in Afghanistan, one Indian engineer is killed by Taliban. Again strong condemnation. Again I will curse badly. Then what? Why is an Indian life so cheap?

And why I don't seem to have any answers?

I am pathetic to say the least.